Letter to an ex-boyfriend

Dear David:

What am i supposed to say? That i love you? Will that make you happy? You tell me because I know that i do love you. Yes your going to say i dont know what love is, your the only guy that i want to be with. We were strong at first texting each other 24/7 always talking on the phone, or even webcaming, just seeing you or hearing your voice would light up my world. I wasnt allowed a boyfriend but I wanted to tell my mom all about you and I did just that. You know what she said, she said "Olivia loves you" face to face. You tell me that im making the wrong choice trying to fight for you but am I? I dont think so, I dont want to be with someone some loser from East York who smokes, I want someone you who cares about me, thats what you said to me so why are you slowly leaving me? Am I not perfect for you anymore? Should I turn into those girls that you dont like? I'm lost i dont knwo what to do anymore. I tried my best i kept fighting for you and I still am and hopefully you come back. I told my brotheres about you all about you and I wanted you to meet them, they told me your the right guy. You put your BBM status as you love me and I went to go talk to you and you dont answer? Is all of the things you said a lie? Anyways I hope when you read this you relize what you have done to me. I love you.

From: Olivia

Who am i and why am i here?

Who am i and why am i here? I ask my self that question all the time. I am a girl who grew up with my dad always working and my brothers away at school, I had to deal with issues my mom had with her family too. I had to be behind my parents all the time with family deaths that my parents couldnt cope with it was very hard to see them like that. I love playing sports, I have an two older brothers Named Chris and Mike its been hard because they have been away at school so I didnt get to really bond with them till 8 years ago. Im out going, loud but i can be shy when im not comftable. I guess my mom and dad wanted one more child so they tried one more time and here I am after two miss carages., and here i am on this earth. I guess god wanted me on this earth for a reason but I still havent figured that one out.

So why am I here? I guess i was put on this earth to keep my family going? a chance to get a education? a chance to live? Im here now so I guess I have to make the heck out of it.

I am Olivia Koras and i’m here for a reason